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[strooonger]

HINA
sob i also think
that hina can't really recognize any feels she has for kane
because
she's not really used to hanging out with guys
fashion school is mostly female predominant from what i saw
and when we first see her
she's hanging out with a bunch of girls
and she was really focused on her dream too
so she put her all into doing her work at school
because oh boy it's her dream and because oniichan was supporting her

SHINGO
/nodnod

HINA
and not even that but. like. even though shingo can buy an ipad and stuff. the way the series portrayed them to have some monetary difficulties
i mean at that point, i am sure things are steady
because shingo is a cop and it's a steady job and it's his dream
but before that he was training to be a cop
and i doubt that paid well
and they didn't have parents, it was shingo taking care of hina
so basically shingo was a single parent, if that makes sense

SHINGO
/nodding
yeah, definitely
i mean, hina scolds him for spending frivolously
but he'd never if there were actual money problems

HINA
yeah exactly
shingo saves up
to spend on his frivolities
the same as hina does too

SHINGO
/nodnod!

HINA
but also. it is hard to think about GOSH BOYS BOYS BOYS
when you have to think about all of these responsibilities

SHINGO
yes
shingo feels this also

HINA
like at the present. they CAN think about those things
but before that it wasn't really possible

SHINGO
/nods!
I mean, Shingo could
but he just
talked himself out of it
too many complications

HINA
yeah shingo is someone who thinks about his responsibilities and puts other people before himself too, especially hina

SHINGO
yes ;;;;;
it's why he's not really
leaning on her for help right now
he's going to be sort of a mess for a while

HINA
s-sob it's the same with hina
she doesn't want to. depend on him too much because she knows
he's going through things

SHINGO
well he just
is going to be stuck in a cabin with a miserable bird for a few weeks
and he can't lean on ankh and he won't be someone else who leans on eiji

HINA
she also feels bad. because she did that with eiji
she depended on him too much
and basically took advantage of his need to help others

SHINGO
and he doesn't want to lean on hina and he knows he can't be close to Kane right now
;;;;;;

HINA
and it made her realize she had to be strong on her own too

SHINGO
yes!
though
asking for help is okay ;;;;

HINA
yeah she is depending on kane a bit

SHINGO
shingo just knows it would upset ankh
and that he's the only person ankh trusts right now, even a little
but that just... leaves him with nobody

HINA
s-sob yeah
hina just. has kane. really

HINA
and she likes kane and trusts him

SHINGO
fjnsgkdfh ONIICHAN WILL ASK YOU HOW YOU'RE DOING, BABY SISTER

HINA
but shingo is the one she trusts so deeply with everything

SHINGO
sweet pea ;;;;

HINA
because well
he is her big brother

SHINGO
yes
and she is the bestest little sister

HINA
best big bro too :<

HINA
gonna put some of this
up on hina's hjournal 8D

SHINGO
yaaay

SHINGO
/rolls on happily

HINA
/snuggles

SHINGO
sob
i just realized
that shingo will be calm about camp naked day
until he realizes that hina will ALSO be naked

HINA
SOB SOB SOB YES